I never felt closer to her than when I read about her first time. of course, this was written by an adult so it didn’t have the right tone but there was something in her words I could relate to. The disgust, the feeling of being in the wrong place although the place had nothing to do with it. She wrote about his sent and the way he moved. To imagine a man making her feel uncomfortable is like seeing god.
You see, she never felt uncomfortable, except when I cried at family dinners. He was heavy, or maybe it was just that I was a very thin girl at the time I cant help but laugh. The honesty ends there. Her truth is always modified, and I am forced to realize what I should’ve know from the start.
I only feel close to her when she lie.
5 comments:
happy Friday, dear <3
i hate lying..it makes me feel dirty.
That is unfortunate, that a mother could be so horrid to her daughter that closeness only comes with a lacking of truth.
Beautiful Belle, I hope you do not let her words of hate destroy you and take over her life. You deserve more than that.
Learn to spell, twat.
And with a crack whore face like yours, I can see why you hide it. Fuck you, cunt
Caution is the parent of safety.
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