Friday, March 18

CUT IT OFF



Last night, acompanied by the beautiful smoking girl who knowns when to talk and when to shut the fuck up. I dont have to give her any instructions anymore. She knows me. I love her.

There was something missing though, something wasn't quite right so I couldn't get any rest. Sleep felt just as impossible as running in high heels when caught in a haze of plum wine and Tramadol.

- Why wont he come back and explain it all to me?
- Sometimes you have to change before things can go back to what it once was


I gave her a scissor, sat down on the cold hardwood floor and cried. She gently stroke my hair, kissed my neck and grabbed a fist full of hair. When it hit the floor, I knew we were on to something. She made me into something new. She turned my world around.

I stared into the mirror, tried to understand who the girl looking back at me was. She was like a ghost of a complete stranger.

If this doesn't make him come back, I don't know what will.

21 comments:

Caroline said...

what a bold cut! Looks good, less feminine though.. But maybe you wanted it that way, anyways, trés cool!

ralph young said...

Prostitutes and haircutting, I like how you spend your nights. You're a wierd girl.

Anonymous said...

Hate the dress.. LOVE the haircut!

Christopher said...

I think it's pretty. It also makes me wonder if any man ever has cut his hair on an impulse. It always sounds so liberating when a woman does it but I've never even heard of a man doing it.

Random thought there.

Peter Sposito said...

Dress of McQueen?
I follow you! :D

Peter Sposito said...

wow! That's great! I adore McQueen too... is the king! In most of my work I am inspired by him.

nathan said...

its just combed back, right?it doesn't really look cut.


i love you.

death_sexxx said...

loved reading this.

Tabs A. Geek said...

Some people rock short hair better.

BackOfTheOne said...

youuuuu
that hair is more :o

Phillipe LeNerd † said...

exquisite dress
thanks

margg. said...

god, i wish i was there, with you.

you are too wonderful.
xox

Ophelia said...

divine hair cut - and the backstory
is quite close to my fantasy heaven.

that-is-not-the-kind-of-man-he-was said...

Dear Belle, Dear, dear Belle. You are beautiful in any room. Those Little Birds, were a gift to you, not the currier. He was just someone who got to you in a non threatening manner. Who gave you the book is not a mystery what you do with the book is. I like the cut, it says you are freeing yourself. That is good and quite adorable too. What do I know about dresses, the pattern kind of makes my eyes blur but as usual you are lovely in what ever you put on.

Savannah said...

That dress is absolutely beautiful!

Heather Taylor said...

She's quite the hair stylist.

Belle Armed said...

Well, Heather you should have seen me right after she cut it. It wasn't to pretty, but the people at John Frieda did some wonders with what was left.

Leather & Lace said...

looking very mcqueen!! love this!
xoxo

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Le garçon avec les lunettes, said...

cute cute cute!!!

FASHION ICE said...

the dress is amazing!!

MIXED MINDS said...

Love your dress! ;)


xoxo Khadija