Text from my mother woke me up this morning, I have to start turning of my phone when I sleep since I no longer drug myself every night and therefore wake up easily. Tom is dead ; her lover and the reason she moved to Australia to begin with. Heart failure they diagnosed, I'd say that is a suitable ending for his life with my mother. Oh no, I know it's horrible but you have to understand that I do not know the man, I don't care about the man. I hated that man.
But I am a little bit worried now.. Will she come home? How the fuck will I manage that?