Tuesday, September 22

When the dark falls

Night after night some new plan to blow up the world
Night after night another old man kissing some young girl
You look for salvation, you find none
- Bob Dylan

So we went out last night, my one true love and I. Discussing how Maria Grachvogel was amazing at LFW, but how everyone there looks uglier for every year, it is not about age nor drugs - I think it is the fact that beauty is no longer the essential part of fashion. Balmain killed it.
Anyway, Amanda claimed to hate men, but I know that's not the case. Thats her emotionall side, her actions speaks louder and when the model texted she ran of quicker than I could say - One more Gin tonic please.

So I was left alone with my drink in a dark bar with traveling business men, thats one of the perks of drinking in hotel bars - everybody who is there is only visiting. And oh how I love men who leave. Tried to hide behind my hair, you've seen that it is quit effective, but was approached by a tall dark man in his mid forties. Wedding ring still on. That is how little he cared. And I as well.

Uneven movement that really needn't be any faster but still speeded up some times to an almost unbareable pace, then deep breaths, nails piercing my skin and then relief.

He left this morning, and I haven't stopped smoking yet.

Bisous

8 comments:

chauss said...

thanks for stopping by my blog.
for a different spin, stop by and say hello anytime. :)

My Life Is A Mess said...

Yeah!you're right.I mean I began with a porpouse not to write something but few lines and I ended up with a paragraph!When you are brainstorming you come up with ideas you would difficult think before.Love your blog!You seem a such an interesting person to hang out with!

Kristina Krug said...

I agree with 'my life is a mess' great post..great blog!
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belle in arms said...

MLIAM:That is how I start every time I try to put down on paper whats really going on iside my head, it almost has a therapeutic effect. Thank you so much, that was a truly sweet thing to say.

Kristina : thank you, heart warming words!

La Chauve-Souris said...

thanks for your message :) made me smile...

you haven't stop smoking! me neither try to quite but can't it's killing me ...

belle in arms said...

I probably never will since cigarettes is the most wonderful thing in the world.. that slowly kills you, hah.

WJ said...

Thanks for your comment, I'm glad we share a love for Milla...she is insanely gorgeous. Great blog you have going on, can't wait to read the next little installment.

Natasha said...

just relax, I'll be gentle ;) but I don't want you to be gentle (if you know what I mean) :P