Wednesday, December 2

torture and porn


Today I really made an effort to be the good girl everyone wants me to be. I got up early, washed my hair and put decent cloths on for a day of school. I attended my classes and raised my hand when I had questions of which none were inappropriate ,but they sent me home. Claiming that I was to drunk, that I smelled of Bourbon ( they were wrong, I had Gin and tonic for breakfast) and that I had to go home and sober up. Something is obviously not right with today's school system if my behavior is called for that kind of punishment. I hate British schools. I want to go back to Belgium.

Although this did have an upside to it, instead of spending the afternoon in school I am now already at home. Will be watching one of my favorite movies and drinking some more, just because they told me to get sober reversed psychology is something that might have impact on me). Anyway, the movie; Antichrist by Lars Von Trier, have you seen it? It contains every single good ingredients a movie needs to become a masterpiece, especially if you start with watching Andreij Tarkovskijs The mirror and then watch Antichrist in the light of it.. They sort of complete each other in a way that is both appealing and repulsive at the same time. Much like my life.


Bisous

3 comments:

Ella said...

Hysteria and memories...
you had quite a day mapped out for yourself ... and for one so young

It's nearly noon in LA and well into the evening in the UK. I looks at the shadows on our world

http://24timezones.com/map.htm

and I wonder about you

Ally said...

the question is, whay make an effort to be the good girl when it's natural to be the bad girl?

belle in arms said...

Ella, yes I certainly did. Young I might be but I feel very old.. Bisous

Ally, absolutly right. Way more natural!