Businessmen, they drink my wine
plowmen dig my earth
None of them along the line know what any of it is worth
- Jimi Hendrix
Lovers, I know you expect more from me. I know you all think that I need to spit out more words, bare my soul even more, strip down until I have nothing covering up my bones- but lately I've been tired. It might have something to do with the amounts of Atarax I've taken, the upside is oh so good which explains why I take them. You see, after swallowing- it feels as though someone has pushed the pause button of your life. It is all so very still. It's amazing. However, now I am both sober and clear in my head but still not in school. I don't want to. Today, I'll eat sushi sitting on the floor while listening to an old LP with Joy Division instead while wearing nothing but stay ups and red lipstick. I hope you have a great Monday, I know I will.