Monday, December 7

Ballad of belle

Businessmen, they drink my wine
plowmen dig my earth
None of them along the line know what any of it is worth
- Jimi Hendrix

Lovers, I know you expect more from me. I know you all think that I need to spit out more words, bare my soul even more, strip down until I have nothing covering up my bones- but lately I've been tired. It might have something to do with the amounts of Atarax I've taken, the upside is oh so good which explains why I take them. You see, after swallowing- it feels as though someone has pushed the pause button of your life. It is all so very still. It's amazing. However, now I am both sober and clear in my head but still not in school. I don't want to. Today, I'll eat sushi sitting on the floor while listening to an old LP with Joy Division instead while wearing nothing but stay ups and red lipstick. I hope you have a great Monday, I know I will.


Chloè said...

Can I come over, love? It's so silent and depressing here and I long for your company. You don't ever answer your phone, do you? I'll ut on my Manolos and run over, see you in a few. YOU BETTER OPEN!

daisychain said...

Enjoy your day
(and be safe)

Susan said...

j'adore Jimi Hendrix.
be safe, darling.

belle in arms said...

Chloé, love I never answer. But I did open my door. What a lovely afternoon we had, Jimi, you and me.

Daisy: You to love!

Susan: Don't we all? at least the ones of us with brains;) You to, take care sweetheart.

Ella said...

Which album? Say "Hello" to Ian for me - I miss him so.... xo - E

belle in arms said...

Closer, my favorit! Did you know him? I miss him as well, although I wasn't even born at the time. Bisous

bryna said...

great song.

kpeach said...

you're a beautiful writer xx

Athena. said...

Oh, lovely.

Ella said...

ah, Mr Curtis...I never had the pleasure since he was gone before their US tour in 1980 but I have been lucky enough to meet his mates and hear their memories first hand. He was indeed an enigma in life as well as in death.

Closer on vinyl is pure dark heaven. I hope you got dressed up for your listen as the details are everything in joy divided. - E