Friday, November 18

Ive been to hell and back so many times



Sometimes you all scare me. Because there are so many of you now.

In my mind though, you're a small grou of ten or possibly twelve out there reading. I feel as though we could all fit around one or two tables in a bar. That we all know each other and speak in low voices about our secrets and troubles. This is how I feel until I hit that "stats" button. Then you all scare the shit out of me. And when I'm afraid, I run.




31 comments:

JUST ME said...

Only the weird stalkers are scary.

The rest of us are just...normal, with a side of blogging odd. ;)

Bathwater said...

I often feel the same way about my blog friends. Blogging is like getting to know someone from the inside out, I tell people.

C said...

I hope I didn't scare you, B. Perhaps I love your writing too much

that's a Banksy, isn't it?

x

Isabella Jarsmer said...

Great shots! love this blog.

Mani said...

I often feel that way :)!
Great pics!

BackOfTheOne said...

Oh fuck !
why you're so cute?
i love u so much and u know that
my next vacations gonna be in London :P

Loulou said...

but somehow this group is still who we are talking to, when we write.

YOU do it just too well.

love,
L.

the late phoenix said...

can i share a smoke with you, babe? it's been a long week. i'll keep in my low voice...

apparellel said...

where did everyone come from? i felt special being one of the few. can't stop that talent though beautiful one.

xxx
t

lapetiteblonde said...

great photos dear!!
xoxo=)

blue yonder said...

Belle~ don't look, write and then close your eyes then hit the Post button. If you think about what we are up to you won't think about those pearls that we all love so much.Don't forget we are here but think about what you want to say, then tell us your heart. The way you do soo well, Love.

Dorothy Souhuwat said...

nice...

Violetta E. said...

<3

Fainting Spell said...

I love how write you. Your photos!
I want to go a bar with some friends, but I don't know if I have friends.
Have a nice night ;)

haze said...

Oh, this made me sad.
you are beautiful, though, dear.

Eilidh said...

Amazing photos! <3

Eilidh

nostalgiance.blogspot.com

Alice_in_Wonder666 said...

We do all know each other. Even if we don't we recognize something of a familiar pattern. Maybe a really big table in a big bar but then the whispers would become shouts and then it wouldn't work so very much, would it?
Sorry.

Aurélie said...

love, A

EllaGirl said...

Greetings Darling!

Sorry to have missed your birthday but us older kittens require more naps.

Write beautiful girl and you continue to hold hands with all the beautiful spirits!

xo - E.

kcomekarolina said...

such a cool look!!!



xoxo from rome
K.
http://kcomekarolina.com/

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Francesca said...

But please don't run, because I think there's a lot of us that need you and your beautiful words.

il était une fois... said...

you're amaze!!! X

Tabs A. Geek said...

I know the feeling. For me, once the fear subsides, I'm left feeling confused as to why over 100 people think that what I have to say is at all interesting.

Zazabong said...

Nice post! Love the way you write! :)

Michelle's Style File said...

Cool graffiti!

x
Michelle
www.michellesstylefile.blogspot.com

Loulou said...

have a lovely christmas belle. I hope you are ok.
No - i hope you are doing bloody GREAT, gorgeous!

Love, L.

Heather said...

I apologize for finding your fear so charming, but this is such a cute post! And since I'm a newbie here and surely causing you more grief, I shall scamper away.

:)

little moon lover said...

when I'm affraid I hide... been hiding for a very long time now.. I just found your blog and I'm liking it a lot.. hope you don;t freak out

Viktoria Crystal said...

great pictures and really a inspiring blog, love how honest you are. xx Viktoria

viktoria-crystal.blogspot.dk

Anonymous said...

I read your blog and I feel it, each post, you write the way I feel inside, I'm just pretending to be me on the outside. I wish I could write it all out of me..