Almost a year a go I packed my bag and left London. Couldn't bare it anymore. Mother kept sending her friends over to check on me and they all screamed REHAB as soon as I opened the door. After a while I kept the door closed, ignoring their endless shouting but being locked in doesn't suit me. It didn't seem worthy. And when mother got desperate enough she froze my account. As if she thought she could starve me in to obedience.
Anyway. I left.
4 comments:
aw.. belle! happy new year to you, too.
glad you're back.
(the frozen account and having to leave sounds too familiar.. not enough to tame us. ever)
x
London can be so cold and unforgiving. good for you for leaving.
Good for you, having the courage to try it again. I can only hope I don't scare you. I stumbled across your blog via a comment you left on a post about Amy Winehouse by another fashionista blogger (we followed each other). The post was: "Fashion Wh0re: In The End All We Really Have Is Memories... (RIP Amy Winehouse)" You both missed her so much and Fashion Wh0re hasn't done another post since that I know of unless she has a different blog somewhere. I miss her posts too. I also sympathize because the parents who raided me were so overbearing. I suffered from depression a lot. I've been sober now for over two decades but still get very depressed sometimes, and sometimes I look to other bloggers for something to smile about or to cheer me up. Anyway, hope you feel more cheery this year, wind up having a happy and healthy 2013 and get a lot of good natured followers.
And where are you now? I've been away too, looking to catch up.
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