It's midnight, at China white and Im not sure why Im here. But I do know with whom. Eva dances by her self in a dark corner and I cant keep my eyes away from her. I finish my drink and order another one. A third one, and then a forth. I cant remember which day it is, or if I have classes tomorrow. But I know she wont let me leave. Not yet.
Im in the bathroom, and I stare at myself in the mirror trying to smile. It doesnt come naturally and I kind of freak myself out with my horrible grin. I put some more lipstick on, and rush in to an empty booth. I need to breath heavily for a while.
Outside somewhere Eva dances, and when she smiles it looks as though she wants to. She smiles as though her life depended on it.
I envy her smile.
I order another drink, and then I finally let the fuck go.
5 comments:
Glad you're back, mama
You are still very beautiful.
You know Belle, you should join her and dance sometime. It's amazing how freeing dancing can be.
ahhhh I hate Chinawhite :(
girl v london
it must be the name
eVA
my friend from school
Eva
demanding possessive
with her hot kisses
and days without calling
then
just the most special book
or one precious flower
and i'm hooked
all over again
but she's so pretty and
free
keep her, blond pup
xo
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