It's midnight, at China white and Im not sure why Im here. But I do know with whom. Eva dances by her self in a dark corner and I cant keep my eyes away from her. I finish my drink and order another one. A third one, and then a forth. I cant remember which day it is, or if I have classes tomorrow. But I know she wont let me leave. Not yet.
Im in the bathroom, and I stare at myself in the mirror trying to smile. It doesnt come naturally and I kind of freak myself out with my horrible grin. I put some more lipstick on, and rush in to an empty booth. I need to breath heavily for a while.
Outside somewhere Eva dances, and when she smiles it looks as though she wants to. She smiles as though her life depended on it.
I envy her smile.
I order another drink, and then I finally let the fuck go.